SIDDIQ POH

2008-08-02T17:31:00.002+08:00

I've beeen crapping ALOT fr the past 4 dayyyyyyyys! This diarrhoea have to stop. Cos my anus' so freaking painful, it hurts even when im walkinggg, much worse when i run. Worst feeeling everrr.

I've just finished sipping through a small glass of tea. Its tea, only that its damn thick and there's absolutely no sugar added to it. My mum says it will help. The taste itself is comparable to the bitter! chinese powder medicine i ate 2 days ago.

Okay, i'm off to shit(again, damnit), get changed and off for my national day's dinner. The whole chong pang soccer team was invited to the dinner. Apparently the minister of law would be there too. As much as the foood rocks (it normally do on these kinda occasions), but ive to constraint myself to how much and what i eat. Cos', whatevr i eat will come out all watery anw.

I just wish tht i dont havta visit the toilet tht often during the course of the dinner.
hahaha

2008-07-20T11:03:00.001+08:00

ONE MORE WEEK.

2008-07-15T23:15:00.003+08:00

During the june holidays, Aaron Jason Martin Luther king and I were invited by RJC to give a talk about the importance of maintaining the Kampong Spirit amongst Singaporeans. Though our talk were dragged to a lengthy 1 hr 30 mins, i think all the participants of the event really enjoyed every minute of us being on stage. Personally, i think we did great with our speeches! HAHA!

Aaron jason martin luther king even brought along his old skateboard that he had great memories with! Look how fired up he was with his speech. hahaha!

So c'mon people, let us relive the kampong spirit. It's time to get to knw your neighbours well!
As the Chinese saying goes... 远亲不如近邻。

Enjoy!

2008-07-11T21:52:00.009+08:00

On sunday, met up with few of 4-10 classmates tgt with Jana loh, Teng Jiahui and Matilda Ng.

Look at jiahui's face. CLASSIC! hahaha.

Then after tht, went to call my gooodfriend.

waited for him at hokkien street...

Cool picture eh?

He took too long, so i decided to meet him at our usual hang out spot uh. Where we can chat and talk for all we want. hahaha!

After waiting for so long, finally Tan Ah Teck (under one roof) came after closing his mini-mart.

Punctuality's like damn important but i forgave him since we've been goodfriends for a long long time. Had a great time catching up with him. hahhaha.

Alright.Peace out.Fook on! =D

2008-07-07T21:22:00.002+08:00

I miss club, competitive soccer.
Went to watch the Balestier Khalsa prime league vs Spore U-18 match that day with our very own budak national, Surentheran supaya. The standard of football's high and its physically very demanding. Given what i have now, i doubt i'm capable of playing in the league YET but i'm gonna give myself one more year.

Saw Marko after the match.

"SIDDIQ! when're you joining us eh? You got some personal problems ay? okay okay."

hahaha. Best coach ever!

I think im gonna get back my econs and gp paper tmr!

"U'LL always be my baby!"

U'LL always be a part of me
I'm gonna get U indefinitely
Grade, I know i cant escape U
Ooh darling 'cause U'LL always be my baby
And we'll linger on
My papers got so many wrong~
My mummy will surely kill me
Oh darling, 'cause U'LL always be my baby

2008-07-01T23:45:00.002+08:00

Farhan just got run down by this car and it happened under my block. I heard a loud thud while watching tv just now but thought nth of it until my dad came back and told me tht there was an accident. I went out of my hse, looked down and saw my group of friends by the roadside, about 20 of them? Farhan though have been sent to the hospital. His exhaust pipe together with some other parts gt smashed. He'd be really injured when he see the state of his bike.

Got downstairs and got to knw the whole story. He was riding on his scrambler, suzuki RS-X when a car just turned and ran him down. It was his right of way. I heard he flew a good few metres. Im nt surprised given tht the bang could be heard even from 4th flooor.

Then at tht same time, while the police was still attending to the matters of the issue, Arif called to say that his baby brother, abt a year old i think had passed away. He suffocated while sleeping i think. His brother had always have this big breathing problem since child birth, so serious tht a guy like arif, a "devil" went to the mosque with me during the last 10 days of the last fasting mth to pray for his brother.

Though these incidents doesn't really affect me directly, its still quite saddening to hear of such happenings.

2008-06-29T22:22:00.002+08:00

CTs were sheeeeet. Lesson proper starts tmr. Trg starts on tues. Back to old boring life.

Bangkok was fun.

There was this advertisment fr the movie, hancock.

"HANCOCK EYES BANGKOK!"

hahaha.

2008-05-07T21:21:00.004+08:00

5th may marked the highly anticipated match between NanYang Junior College against Raffles Junior College. The two A division soccer powerhouse were set to battle it out for the coveted .... .... ....3RD place in group A. hahaha.

Though both colleges were out of the championship title race but they still played a match worthy of a final.

As usual, the RJC dominated possession, passing the ball fluidly around the field. It was simply football at its best!

Continuous efforts to break NYJC's defence were paid off when RJC left back, Chia gave a swirling cross into the box. With Hahn's charging for the ball, the NYJC last man flustered to clear the ball only to see it get deflected off his belly into the top corner. 1-0 to Raffles!

NYJC were not short of chances too. They came close to scoring through a header over RJC no.1 through no7, Yong Zhi if not fr the heroics of RJC no. 20 benji, going full stretch to clear the ball off the line.

The 2nd half started and RJC continued to push for the second goal. It came in the 57th minute when hahn got the ball down the line and cuts it back. Gareth shoots only for the keeper to push it away. Upon seein the ball loose, RJC no. 7 Siddico Ronaldo charged in and smashed the ball to the back of the net. The full capacity crowd of 60,000 went delirious.
He have been magnificent throughout, posing constant threats to the NY's defence. A well deserved goal for RJC.

Rjc held on to their lead to a deserving win.

Said RJC coach, Mr Kevin Low who was clearly proud of his lads, "This will go down in my 5 years as a coach of RJC as one of the best performance i've seen RJC play... ...."

When asked about the chances of beating SAJC on friday, Rjc's S. Surentheran said " 看了我们今天的表现，我认为我们能够比得上他们。。。。。。。。我不知道！不要问我！”

HAHAHA!

Starting XI

Friday: RJC vs SAJC

Please do come down if yall are free aite! It starts at 445pm at Jurong Junior College. There'll be bus from school.

It'd be our final (game)! Though they might've qualified and we didnt, im still sure we can give them a good fight.

haha

peace out.

2008-05-04T22:17:00.003+08:00

and so RJC's officially outta A div championship title race after the 0-0 draw with NJC.
Still, we've gt 2 more matches against NYJC and SAJC on monday and friday respectively. So much fr hopes and beliefs. hahaha

Do come down and support us fr the SA game if yall can uh. Cos thts the last game of our season, the last time u can watch RJC no.7 play this season. HAHAHA!

So many things have happened, so little time to post. So im just gna post abt Labour day.

Trg in the morning. I did good, both my legs were feelin agile and ive almost recovered frm my sickness.

Then headed town. We wouldve catch a movie if not fr the freakin long queue. Window shopped fr awhile then took the train home. On the train, dad called me asking me if i was free fr game. So i rushed to the field and game on. Played against some thai team. We were playing with 10 men throughout but still managed to beat them 14-4 or smth. Scored only 2 though.

Got bored of scoring then we started Ole'ing the thais. One Ole', one point. I only managed to get 2 points. The highest score was 5. hahaha

Then peo came to the field with his motorbike. He fetched me to block 115 cos theyve gt the basement carpark there. Took his keys to take his motor fr a ride. However, i wished tht i never had taken his keys tht day. I full throttle tht ride handle thing when im supposed to turn it slightly then the motor just accelerated damn fast. The motor gt slanted to the side of the pavement and somehow, i cut myself ard the ankle area. hahaha!

aite, bloggin's getting boring. I'm out.

Anw, i went to the barber to cut my hair today and now i look like this... ...

byeee!

2008-04-24T10:16:00.002+08:00

Soccernet changed what they initially posted at the link below.
damnit. Not funny anymore.
haha

2008-04-23T19:14:00.002+08:00

Confusion reigns over Siddiq's illness and injury

Raffles Junior College Star Siddiq Poh looks increasingly doubtful for tuesday's A Division group match up against National Junior College after going down with a stomach bug following worries over a thigh injury.

The Singaporean missed training at the Tampines Safra on Wednesday and was taken to the Yishun Polyclinic early in the morning for an assessment of his condition.

Raffles Junior College were unavailable for immediate comment about the player, whose absence was earlier explained as a precaution against the thigh injury he sustained against Temasek Junior College two days ago.

Fellow teammate S.Surentheran is also likely to face a late fitness test after he also missed Wednesday's training session, slacking at home rather than joining in with the rest of his team mates.

http://soccernet.espn.go.com/news/story?id=528325&cc=3888

I just editted some parts to fit into my context.
hahahha!

2008-04-14T22:24:00.003+08:00

My shot attempt frm kick-off after ACJC equalised tht fateful day.

IF ONLY... ...

I cant wait fr this thursday. YJC!

2008-04-08T21:28:00.003+08:00

and so we made our task of qualifying into the semis even harder with a 2-1 lost to acjc. Damnit.

There's still a glimpse chance of qualifying still if only we go on and win the rest of our 5 games. It would be an uphill task for us but i still believe tht our team can do it.

oh well, nuff' of soccer. As if playing it everyday isnt boring enough tht ive to talk abt it here.

Anw, we just got to knw abt our PW groupings on monday and ive to say, im pretty much screwed with CHIN HWEE, ChaoMing and Yiyang.

Why's it scrwed? I guess u dont knw who's chin hwee or chao ming. Shall post abt them soon. They're such interesting people, esp chin hwee.

I think almost all the last year's rgs graduating class knws abt the famous chin hwee. hahaha!

I believe. 5 games. 15 pts.

2008-04-05T17:16:00.002+08:00

And so ive not been posting regularly. Have been busy with the start of the A div soccer season.

We didnt go off to a good start though. Drew our first 2 games against Acs(int) and JJC when we were clearly the better team and had many many chances but failed to put the ball into the back of their net at numerous occasions. We only had our first win yesterday, against TPJC.

At this point of time, we could no longer afford to slip up. One more draw could cost us our season and deny our entry to the semis. So, we GOT to win the rest of the remaining 6 group stage matches. I believe we can.

ANW, i wasnt included in the starting 11 yesterday. Even at club level, i started every single game during the season and now, in a college team, i was left on the bench. I didnt expect tht but i guess i kinda of deserved it?

Today, during the team's debrief after trg, he told us of my prob in the team. He said tht im not a team player and tht ive to forgo my individual pride and do whats best fr the team. He also added tht some player (which was obviously referring to me) wasnt happy tht they were put on the bench and when they were called upon, they played to prove him wrong. Tht's a wrong attitude cos they are playing to show off and not to play fr the team.

Obviously he was referring to me cos ytd, i felt exactly the same way like how he said "those players" would feel when i was called upon to subt geng yu 10 mins into the game cos he had to come off injured. Even then, i wasnt really keen on being substituted in cos it made me feel like a 2nd choice player. I went in wanting to prove him wrong.

I knw myself tht im a very very proud and narcissistic kid. This is something ive gotta change. It'll take sometime fr me to become a team player rather than thinking abt personal glory all the time btu i'll try.

okay, nuff' abt soccer. My posts have always been abt it.

i miss standing infront of the mirror to make my hair...
Damnnit

2008-03-17T21:17:00.002+08:00

The 4 days 3 nights soccer camp was super tiring.

Every morning, we hadta be ready by 6 fr the morning jog.

I'll try to summarise what happened in tht span of 4 days.

1st day: Match against SRJC at SRJC. It was raining heavily, field was very muddy. We dominated the match BUT just couldnt score. 0-0.

Came back sch, trained at night till abt 10.

2nd day: Morning match against HWA CHONG JC at tampines safra. 2nd 11 played in first half, first 11 played in 2nd half. Drew 1-1. Could've won.

After tht, the exco called for an emergency meeting cos we werent getting results. They woke me up while i was sleeepingggggggg.

Went back to sch, agility trg.

Evening, match against YJC. Again, 2nd 11 played in the first half and the 1st 11 played the second half. The score was 1-0 at half-time.

The 2nd half, the first 11 went in. Their keeper was marvellous. Pulling a string of top saves. We thought we were gna to have yet another dismayed result when RJC no. 7 scored frm outside the penalty box. Everyone else was fired up. We scored 2 more. 3-1 the score.

Tht night, before dinner was one of the embarassing moments in my life. Mr low was giving us a debrief at the canteen. Everyone EXCEPT me was paying close attention to him, while i was at my usual restless self. Instead of looking at him when he talked like the rest of them, my eyes wandered elsewhere. I looked at the few ppl who were mugging in the sch canteen at 10+pm. I looked at the group of girls who were walkin at the 2nd floor. I looked right, looked left. Scratch my leg.

" Siddiq! I've had enough of you fidgeting ard when im talking.... ..... ....... ..... .... !" Then he slammed the mug he was holding onto the ground. So hard tht the cover came off.

"STAND UP!"

I wanted to walk off. Cos it was really humiliating to have tht infront of the whole team. I wondered how david beckham could tahan alex ferguson when he had a boot kick onto his eyebrown by his gaffer.

If his mug had hit me, i'd just pick it up and throw it back at him uh. I'm capable of doing tht.
I thought of the consequences of walking off and all tht ive done with this team. The trgs, the shaving the runs. If i had just walked off, everyth would be wasted.

So i just stood there... ...

It was my fault anw. hahahaha

After tht, he called for me to talk. He warned me tht if another such incident was to happen, i'd be sacked frm the team cos it wasnt my first time. The last time, when he was scolding the whole team during trg, i looked down and saw my shoelaces untied. So, my natural reaction was to bend down and tie it which i stupidly did and regretted. He blasted me there and then.

I'm always gettin scolding dont i?
hahaha

Okay, shall continue blogging abt the 3rd and 4th day sometime soon.

2008-03-10T00:41:00.002+08:00

So we lost to VJC on thurs, 3-1. We played like terribly. I have to admit though, they have clever and more skillful players. Clever i mean having the football brain to be able to have attributes like awareness, decision making and all.

I'm not really optimistic abt this team qualifying even to the semis. Its gna be a tough 8 games ahead. Our season starts in exactly 2 weeeks, the 24th of march. I've no idea who we'll be playing against but im very excited for it to start.

I'm gna TRY to give my best for this team and help them go alll the way. Cos during the semis and final, there'll be a HUGE crowd! It'll be super fun. hahahahaa!

Though i've gt Iliotibial Band Syndrome now, i'll just havta brush the pain off and get on with the trgs. Soccer camp starts on tues all the way to friday. Its gna be freaking tiring cos its gna be trg, trg, trg AND trg. Morning, afternoon and night. Never had soo much soccer in my life. Damnit.
I think im spending more time on the pitch than in the classroom la.

Okay, nuff' of soccer.
Today was kenneth chew's birthday celebration. He treated us to Sakura international buffet. Thanks alot! Had fun with them today.

Tmr's Ak's birthday treat. Shall thank him in advance here. hahaha!

I miss spending time infront of the mirror to make my hair...

2008-03-03T22:14:00.002+08:00

Im sure many of yall should knw by now, im bald. I just shaved my head yesterday. Blade 1 which is the shortest. I didnt intend to shave using blade 1 BUT because i was stubborn and didnt wna heed my dad's advice, my hair's really really short now.

Here's the story. Peo said he had a shaver and so i asked him to shave my head fr me using blade 3. So after the match against Ginga ytd (which we won 6-0), my friends and i headed over to block 115 carpack fr operation shave head. I only realised tht peo's shaver only had blade 1 after he started shaving the side of my head. Taufiq took over for awhile and the nightmare just got worse. So i ran to the barber to have him repair the damage.

I told him to cut the top using blade 2 as the top was still uncut and the side using blade 1. It thought it was okay until i went back to my group of friends and they thought it was ugly cos it looked like a freakin flat top.

So i went back to have my hair levelled with blade 1.
Now i look like a monk. Anyone up fr a shaolin showdown? -.-

Basket.

Whenever my friends ask why i suddenly wna go botak and i told them abt it being a must, they would never fail to criticise Mr low and RJC soccer. They'll go, " He dont let you play club, now still must cut botak?!"

HAHAHA.

Yet another sacrifice ive made. My hair was sooo bloody important to me and now without them, i look disgusting. Actually no, i look like the cheena version of Chris Brown.

HAHA

peace out

2008-02-22T22:37:00.002+08:00

And so im staying in RJC. Sorry to the ppl whom ive lied to. I feel guilty.

Anw, IM SCREWED.

I shouldnt have went fr the first COE trials at jalan besar the other day. Coach Azli, the centre of excellence coach just msged me tht if im still interested, i can still come fr the final selections tmr. I replied him sayin tht i cant come cos of my trg and also Mr low doesnt allow me to play club tmr. He called me awhile after.

He said tht he'll try to talk to Mr low to work something out for me cos he wants to keep me in the FAS youth system or smth. Yes, i do wna continue playing for the centre of excellence cos playing in the RJ team can get really frustrating at times BUT i knw i knw my priorities and have to stay commited to RJC as ive promised to Mr Low. This's a sacrifice im willing to make.

Now, he's gna look mr low up and he'll knw tht ive gone for the COE trials. I'm sure he's gna get really really angry cos ive broken my promise. Haiyo.

I think im gna msg Coach Azli to make known of my intention to pull out from the COE system uh. I dont want any trouble with my teachers like the ones i had in my secondary school years.

It's a full day trg tmr.

2008-02-16T23:55:00.003+08:00

Hello.

RJC played NJC today. We won 2-0. We played worse than the last match when we played against TPJC though. Ironic. Although we lost tht match 2-0 but we FULLY dominated tht match and couldve have put at least 5 past them if our strikers' finishing were better. Today, we played very messily. There werent much organisation in the team during the game. People ( excluding me, cos i was lazy ) were running all over the place.

We played boring football. It disgusts me. Still, i believe our team will pick up and play and win with style soon.

I wasnt really too pleased with my performance too. Though i scored frm a freekick to the somewhat top corner, i couldve done better in many other occasions. If onlyMr Low didnt take me out during half time to let other players gain experience, im sure i'd have done much better in the 2nd half. hahah.

I doubt i'll be playing fr club this year. Damnit. Cos i didnt go fr the 2nd trials today as it clashed with my trg time. I went fr the 1sr trials in Jalan besar stadium and there were ALOT of ppl. More than 500 players trialed. We even had to register on paper before the start. HAHA.
Also, i had to give today's sentosa trip with my friends a miss cos of RJ soccer.

With all the sacrifices and hardwork tht ive put in, i swear i'll feeeel like a blooody useless stupid idiot if we dont win the championship this season.

HAHA

2008-02-08T10:08:00.000+08:00

Firstly, I'd like to wish all the chinese a Happy Chinese New Year. Gong Xi Fa Cai, blah blah blah, blah blah blah.

So on morning of 30th of Jan, Su asked me over to the table where my OG was seating and they presented me with this small doraemon cake. I was thinking why'd they celebrate my bday tht day when my bday was the next day. Before i knew it, the cake was onto my face. NICEE.

Then on the 31st of Jan, they asked me over yet again. This time, with a much bigger cake but it was for consumption nt smashing. They sang me a bday song (again) and presented me with this nicee card with my sec 2 class pict on it. Idk where they gt tht but i look stupid in tht pict cos i had no fringe then. hahaha. Also, they gave me gatsby wax and a bottle of Adidas deo.

After school. Friends pinned me down onto the chair and strapped my hairy legs with tape hoping to "wax" them. However, with me sweating like crazy, it was unsuccessful as they only managed to get a few strands of hair out of the millions on my leg. hahahaha. Just when i thought the trauma was over, they poured syrup over me. The syrup tht u get when buy soya bean milk and beancurd.

Siyi said "This is the only time you're sweet." or smth along tht line. Im ALWAYS sweet. Only tht i was abit sweeeter then. hahaha

Then, they presented me with this,

I went training with all tht syrup. The experience wasnt sweet at all. haha.

After trg, my teammates had prepared 2 containers of water. What they did was damn lame. Cos it didnt rain tht day so the field was dry. So they splashed the water onto a small part of the field to make it wet and muddy and dumped me onto it. -.-

hahaha.

Then after tht, Mr low asked to see me. What he told me in his office was a pleasant surprise =D

In the Nike SB box, lays this ...

NICEEEE!

Now, time to thank ppl who had made my 31st jan special.

I'd like to Thank those ppl who wished me thru sms, verbally and friendster comments.

I'd like to thank my Og, MR04 fr the 2 cakes, card and gifts. It was smashin. HAHA!

Id like to thank Suren, Munir, Satya, Benji, Daryl, Brandon Yow, Zul, Hariss,Han, Arif, Nabhan, Faris and Pai hong yao fr the Nike Sb Dunks.

I'd like to thank Eugene Luo fr the $83 topman long sleeves. He didnt take off the price tag. haha

I'd like to thank Tim and Jolene fr the Big bday poster and framing it up nicely.

I'd like to thank Syafiq fr the "Mr chatterbox" book. Nt Fiq poh. Tht lousy bro never even wish me Happy birthday.

I'd like to thank Aaron Koh fr the card. Though what he wrote was lame. HAHA.

I'd like to thank Yanjie fr the card.

I'd like to thank Jon Tan fr the card. Though he didnt write anything on it. hahahaha.

I'd like to thank Chung SIYI fr the card and the hairband. HAHA.

I'd like to thank Dian, Haslina and Nabilah fr the birthday song. Nicely done. hahahaha.

Okay, im done thanking ppl. Sorry if i leave anyone out uh.

Its BAGUA time.

bye.

2008-02-01T22:35:00.000+08:00

I had a wonderful super seventeen birthday! Shall blog abt it sometime soon.

Trg, match and trg tmr. Full day.

i've gotta score tmr and prove my worth.

2008-01-18T20:32:00.000+08:00

RJC!

Orientation was somewhat fun and interesting. New class, new teachers, new classmates. Made friends with more friendly people. One thing tht spoils it all, SOCCER. Yup, soccer. I'm starting to dread soccer cos it'll remind me of Mr low's trg. Its soo damn tiring cos we've gotta run and run and run and run and run and run AND run!

I've showed a glimspe of my attitude cos apparently Mr low found my work rate dissatisfactory and took me out of the game against ORA and yelled at me. I just stared at him, which pissed him off even more.

He talked to me a few days later and now, all's good. I'm gna train hard and help the team lift the championship cup! Im gna be in the first 11 week in week out and score. I'm nt gna quit, not this time. I'm gna go fr it. hahahahaaha.

Anw, i think ive to try to change the way i walk cos apparently theyre more ppl who said tht i walk like i own the school or smth. I've beeen walkin like tht fr a very very very long time and no one said anything. Maybe a few did. I rmb Mr goh kee yong commented on the way i walk before too. hahah

I've nt hangout with many of my goodfriends fr sometime now. Luo, Peo, Ahmad, Vivhek, Timmy. I used to hang out with them alot during the hols mainly cos we work tgt.

Okay, this post;s getting boring. Shall blog soon or smth.

Thre's trg again tmr, damnit. Lucky its nt full day.
My trg's now like, Monday, Tues, Wed, Thurs and Sat.
Now, tht life =)

2007-12-20T18:52:00.000+08:00

On tuesday, i had this,

NorthWest U16 futsal challenge. Out of 82 teams, my team, Chong Pang CSC came in 2nd. My dad, the soccer in charge of Chong Pang, had asked me to form a team for this tournament and so i called some of the BKFC guys. Only our keeper,Hafiz was frm Home Utd. He played left back fr home utd. I had registered Sufyan, the bkfc's keeper initially BUT before the night of the tournament, he called and said tht he couldnt make it cos he was in Batam. So i asked around and Hafiz said he could play keeper and so he did and did very welll at tht.

The tournament was played in a single knockout system which means tht if u lose, u go home. So we had to win all the way, only to lose in the finals to a team made up of Singapore U16 players. They were good but we could have done better. Nevertheless, i didnt expect us to make it tht far cos last year, we went home after the first match. HAHA. But tht wasnt the BKFC team, okay, nvm. The point is, i never expect us to get 2nd. hahaha.

I'm glad we lost to the NFA U16 guys and nt some other team. Cos they're good and worthy champions but i was sore tht we lost though. I cant handle defeats well uh. I hate losing. hahaha.

There were some unhappiness amonsgt the other teams who lost to us as they thought tht we, as club players shouldnt be allowed in the tournament and tht its unfair tht they lost. Oh please, there were other club players who were also in the tournament too. Players frm home utd, gombak, woodlands wellington, NFA U15 and NFA U16. Just because they dont win, you dont protest against them? We almost had a fight with one team and the police came fr awhile. Sore losers. Doesnt mean you're a club player, you're good. I play fr a club yet i suck. Only tht they suck more. hahaaha.

The prize wasnt tht attractive though. $300 and individual trophies only.

Im gna miss playin with these guys. I doubt i'd be enjoyin my football in Rjc as much as i did in BKFC. The coach's style wayyyyyy diff. frm Marko's. The players are also diff. The football culture.

Btw, last saturday, when rjc met nyjc, we only drew 1-1.

2007-12-15T01:23:00.000+08:00

Before i started work, i had came up with a plan of how much im gna earn and what im gna do with tht money.

I wanted to get a Nike mecurial vapor (abt $300) and a Nike SB P.ROD II signature dunks costing ($190). The rest, i'd give my mum. However, i forgot abt my sis's bday which was on the 7th december. I wanted to get her smth but didnt knw what to get her. Mum said tht she wanted another Levi's jeans.

So, i gt her a Levi's Skinny.

It cost me $169.90. Just like tht, my first pay was goneeeeeee with one pair of jeans.

The card's ugly, i knw. Tht's cos i only did tht on the 7th, when i gt back frm 12 hrs of work. Haiyo, cos of this jeans, ive nt gotten my boots. Maybe, i'd just have to settle fr a cheaper boots uh. The boots doesnt make the player anw. hahaaha.

Still, i dont regret buying her the jeans. Spend when there's money. Whats the point of saving, nt as if u can bring those cash to ur grave. She was surprised and happy, thts what matters. hahaaha.

Tmr, would be my first match fr RJC, against NYJC. They called me to join them fr the match since the coach hasnt actually seen me play and yet, accepted me. hahaha.

ive to be at nyjc at 745am and now, at 140 am, im still nt aslp. Im gna suck tmr, cos today's work was tiring!

alright, im off to use the osim foot massage then SLEEEEEEEP!

=))

2007-11-27T19:48:00.000+08:00

Back from hongkong! Spent close to $1000 Singapore dollars. Had alot alot alot of fun! Disturbing the ppl, shopping, eating, hanging out. Thanks guys--- Yanjie, Brandon Ho and Leo for being such wonderful friends during the trip.

Anw, im not gna blog about the HK trip cos it's gna be very very very longgggggggg! I'd prolly just post up the picts once i get them from Ah jie and Ah long. hahahaha!

Anw, I miss gg to school. No, i only miss my class. Though, some of us are still hanging out but its different. In class, everybody's there. We study, play and get scolding all tgt. All those fun games we created in class, like pingpong tennis, wresting, soccer!

Our class is like no other. Our classroom is like no other. The mess, the junk, the smell, the dust is like, WOW! 4-10's the best and the most fun class ever ever evr! I was the first Class chairman of the sports class and was probably the worst of all the chairmen. hahaha! SUSU'S the best!

Come next year, everyth would be diff. I'd be in a mixed school again. Tht sucks. Long are the days when i can take off my shoes and socks in class and put my feets up in class, change in class, talk ALOT of nonsense in class, play soccer in class .... ..... ....! Also, the classmates would be all diff! Sad knw.

Okay, I made this video for the class, like 2-3 weeks after prelims and show it to them during eng lesson. Mrs yap cried. hahaha!

I knw im very free cos when everyone was probably studyin for their O's, i did video. hahaha.

When i was in pri 6, i aimed to go to RI but ended up in CHS cos my score was abt 9 pts short. Looking back, if i were to get 263 and be given a choice again, i'd still choose CHS and sports class all over again cos thts one of the best thing tht's ever happened to me. =))

Okay, i wont be blogging tht often frm now cos i'd be looking fr a job tmr. I'd start work and try to give a few hundred back to mum cos i felt bad spending so much in HK and for prom. Although she says its okay and doesnt ask fr me to return the money, Still its only right tht i return her some.

I love 4-10!

chao'

2007-11-21T09:50:00.000+08:00

Friday, we lost 2-0 against tampines. We could've won. The 2 goals only came abt cos of Sofian's and Uwais's mistake.

First half was a disaster. I played right mid, Uwais played right back. Okay, i dont wish to blame him or say anything bad abt him here but just see what Marko said during half time in the dressin room.

"WAIS! I REALLY WNA FUCK YOU AYE! MY GRANDMOTHER CAN PLAY BETTER THAN YOU AYE! I WOULD FUCKING CUT HIS BALLS IF HE OLE' ME AYE! DO YOU WANT TO PLAY? CLEMENT, CLEMENT! WHAT CLEMENT! YOU SHOW ME AND THE TEAM NO RESPECT EH! YOU THINK YOU CAN IMPROVE BY GOING SCH TRG AND SKIPPING MY TRG?! CLEMENT, WHAT CLEMENT?! DRIVE LORRY AYE! ...... ........ ...... "

I've never seen Marko soo infuriated. He even slammed the marker and the board on the chair! haaha! Clement is uwais's st gab's coach btw. hahaaha.

About 5 mins into the 2nd half, i played centre mid. I played better. I gave this long ball which travelled abt 60 metres, finding Iggy. However, he took one touch too many in controlling the ball and the keeper saved.

I gave another wonder passs mins later. I think overall, i did okay. Only tht ive to cut out unnecessary dribbling then i'd be a much better player. Simplicity is Golden, yet i cant get tht into my head.

I'm really gna miss this team. Though the players, like myself aint tht good but we've gt team spirit. Marko have beeen great too! He gave me confidence in my ability by sayin im one of the top few players in the club. Only thing is, i'm very good in trg but i lack tht edge during games.

Also, it was because of him tht i was able to be in the combined coe.

Hopefully, Marko would still be the U-18 coach next year and i'd still be playin club football after my college soccer ends.

Thanks for everyth guys, the season with yall had been great =))

On sunday, went to Sentosa to celebrate hilmie's and hairul's birthday. FUN! The whole group, about 25 of us met under Sab's block and then we headed for Sentosa. Reached thre at ard 11+ and the fun started. First we ate, then played soccer by Setting up goalposts using the bottles.

It started to get really really hot so we went into the water. We did alot of stuffs in the water. Frisbee, "water polo", then people started to get on another's shoulder, and fought to see who's the last man standing. I sat on Hairul's shoulder and started attacking the others who were sitting on shoulders too. It was btw badim and i to see who was the last man standing, he brought me down and i choked into the salty water when i dropped hard into the water. Did flips, somersaults too. hahaha! funnn.

We were called up. There was a cake for hilmie and hairul. They gt hilmie an Ipod and a G-shock watch! He was so touched! Then the fun begins. Sab, who brought eggs, threw them on hilmie's head. Ahmad threw one on Hairul's back tht it bled. They started smashing cakes on ppl and all. HAHAHA.

We then tried to make a human pyramid with each sitting on the other's shouldr. I was on the base and to have one person sitting on ur right shoulder and another person on the left was fucking heavy and tiring. We failed many many many times.

I gave up and went to Palawan beach to look for the blg who were also there. See, i dont forget my friends knw. haha

Went back to siloso and found them at the rocks opposite, diving and doing other stupid things. While they were there, halim and i made a hole, then we used twigs and newspapers for the cover and covered it up with sand as disguise.

Peo was the first to come back and also the first victim. We clapped as he arrived and halim takin a video. He tried to act macho and flexed his muscles along the way then "piak!", one of his leg fell into the hole. HAHAAHAHAAH!

We redid the hole. This time, many were alrd back except Hasif and Taufiq. We made a guard of honour for them, leading them to the hole, with Helmie standin at the end holding bottles as prizes. It was smth like the finishin line. Taufiq chionged over BUT he somehow stepped over the hole. Hasif wasnt tht lucky. He fell in. HAHAHAAHAHAHA!

Peo, Khai and i then went to wash up first. We went to the closed toilets so we had to climb over the fences. It was bigg and we had the whole thing to ourselves.

After tht, the whole group went to vivo for banquet and then back to yishun.

The whole group except din, his gf and taufiq and his gf who had left earlier.

I've yet to blog abt the this year's prom/grad night. Shall do it soon after i get the picts.

I'M LEAVING FOR HONGKONG, TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!! =))))))

2007-11-15T22:10:00.000+08:00

tmr night's the 3rd/4th placing match at jalan besar stadium, 730pm.

We're up against Tampines Rovers. I still rmb having tht embarassing miss on the previous outing against outing and Abdillah purposely brought me down, stepping my ankle.

My ankle is swollen now but im gna do my best tmr cos it's gna be my last match for bkfc since i've told mr low i'd commit my time to RJC soccer.

I've never had a decent game while playin at jbs before though, except tht time against Malaysia where i thought i did okay.

Hopefully. i'd play well tmr, smth like i did last week against SengKang which i thought i did well.

This team, have really come a long way. We were 3rd last in the league and now, we're fighting for the 3rd place in the tournament, boasting the best defensive record having not concede any goals at all throughout the course of this tournament.

Still, our team will look pathetic tmr cos there'll only be 14 players tmr. We've been playing with abt 13-14 players throughout this tournament. So normally, it'll only be Marko and 2 other reserves on the bench while the other team would have lots of reserves to choose frm. Stil, its the quality and not quantity tht matters. haha

C'mon Tigers, lets finish this season on a high.

Wish me luck =)

2007-11-08T14:31:00.000+08:00

On wednesday, i had 2 choices. Work with eugene and his brother as a mover OR work with peo at some SINDA booth in little india.

I chose working with peo cos its been a long long time since i met and do stuffs with him.

So i took 980 and went to meet Peo at Tekkha mall, he alrd started at 9am. Mine starts at 3pm.

Peo told me the job was just to make balloons for the kids. It was, initially.

There werent much ppl from 3-6, so we just sat there and talked. I only made abt 5 balloons.

Then we had to carry stuffs, the rations tht ppl donated from their cars which was quite a distance away.

After tht, we continue sitting at the balloon place. They've gt this big and heavy tube for pumpin the balloons btw. We were talking until Steven, the indian man in charge said;

" I want the both of you to pump 30 balloons in 15 mins. If not both of you go home!"

Of cos, he said tht jokingly but he meant pumping the balloons in 15 mins.

Haiyo. It wasnt easy. Cos we had to pump the balloons, then tie it to the string.

We managed the task on time.

"Now, i want you to pump another 30 balloons at tie ard this tube."

"Haiyo sir. pump so much hand pain ah. okok. 20 mins can? "

"Okay, 20 minutes!"

Then he went off to mingle with some indian ladies.

damnit.

we managed the task yet again.

30 on the right, 30 on the left!

After tht, we sat down and chill again.

At abt 8, i was told to go help this woman send tables and chairs to some houses, Peo was to stay and tend the booth. I went on her mini van and off we were to amk. There were 2 houses in amk, each we had to send 4 chairs and 1 small table. It was some donation by SINDA to some needy family.

And they sure needed those furnitures. Both of their houses were so small, very untidy, things lying all over the place and one only had a tv in her living room in the midst of all tht mess.

Haiyo, i'd die if i were to live in such a flat.

Fetched Arif along the way. He was gna do closing later. Then went to 3 houses in hougang, this time to deliver shoes.

After which, went back and had to do closing at abt 1140. Carried ALOT ALOT of stuff from the
SINDA donation booth. Chairs, Posters, Cupboard, Vacuum cleaner, booklets, boxes, tables, chairs and the heaviest of all, the 4 long and heavy air tubes. Uploaded them all up to this lorry.

At 12, all the indians there were celebrating. Dancing, shouting, screaming. Some went havoc, throwing the lighted sparklers up into the sky. Lucky none hit anybody. They started sprayin the foam and all. Police then came in. hahaha

We finished uploading them onto the lorry at abt 1230. Tht wasnt it. We hopped on to the back of the lorry and had to follow back to SINDA place and unload those things.

There was a big big traffic jam along the way. Lucky the SINDA place isnt too far away.

Reached SINDA, unloaded and 130am, evryth ended. FINALLY.

For all hardwork, i was rewarded with this;

Jealous right? Fuck, i only gt 50 bucks actually. Still, i had a wonderful experience and fun working with Peo and Arif.

Arif's dad sent us home. Peo and i then went to mac and packed some food over to my crib. Watched Soccer!

He left at 6 while i went to sleep!

2007-11-05T23:19:00.000+08:00

So today, i went to Rjc to meet Mr low, the soccer teacher in charge.

He brought me to a room and we talked, for about 35 mins.

The main thing is, he asked me to choose btw club or college. If i were to join Rjc soccer, ive to quit bkfc or any other outside soccer activities in tht sense and just focus on RJC soccer.

I'm not exactly willing to do tht cos im starting to enjoy BKFC cos im enjoying the football the team's playing now. I've grown into this team. Everybody's improved! Sharave, Sufyan, Uwais, Jahan, Iqbal, Nafeez, Muadz, Syam and all. Iggy and sufyan are now selected for trials for national youth.

Besides, im using club as a platform for me to get into the national youth.
Also, without being in U18, i cant progress to the Prime league.

The level of college soccer is just diff from club soccer.
Why cant he like compromise, let me train twice a week with the school and twice with club.
Maybe he thinks i wont be able to cope with my studies if i continue with my club.

BUT, look at MICHELLE SNG. She used to train everyday, monday to saturday from 5 to 8 for jumps and still did very well for her A levels. She's my inspiration and role model uh. If she can, so can i. I'm a smart kid.

Plus, Mr low said tht he is a particular abt fitness and aims to bring out the best in his players. But fiq poh says his players cant even juggle the ball 10 times!

I've to tell him my decision by friday. If yes, im willing to forgo club and commit my time in Rjc, then im as good as accepted. If i say no, then he says he'll still help me by giving me the contacts of other schools.

Maybe, i'll say no and hope tht i'll do very well for my O's and get into Rjc by merit. When im in there, i join ccas like chinese chess or smth. Then, i can continue my club and try to get a place in nfa.

Anw, i just found out tht the finals and the 3rd/4th placing for the challenge cup is on the 24th. I'd be in hongkong. Means if we beat sengkang this weekend by 2 goals, and home draws with geylang, we're off to the finals. Even if they dont draw, we'd still be in the 3rd/4th placing match. BUT I CANT PLAY.

ALL the other club teams who didnt make it would be at the stands, wishin it was them on the field. Alot of ppl would be there. I CANNOT PLAY!!!!!!!!!

Which also means, if i say yes to RJC, then this sat match would be my last match for BKFC!
I'm sad know. Very VEry sad. Cos this football, soccer thing is like my everyth right now. I'd rather not go HK and play the match. But tht'd be unfair to my parents, yanjie, brandon and leo.

Haiyo. I dont knw what i should do uh.
Shall pray to Allah for his guidance., for he has guided me in the many hard times of my life. My psle i didnt study, i read the quran every morning before each paper. 254.

Last year, chinese o levels. Prayed tht i'd get my A1, gotten.

O lvels, prayed tht he'd guide me to study the correct stuffs. All the stuff i studied for humans were spot on. Like today's ss paper. I confidently studied 2 topics, one came out.

See, the power of the prayers. Pray and believe, it does wonders.

back to trg tmr. I'm gna work hard for my soccer and play well this sat, prolly my last match fr the club. And im gna talk to Marco abt this rjc thing.

Okay, off to bed.
gnite.

2007-10-31T20:08:00.000+08:00

AIRPORT TONIGHT.
I love gg to the airport, cos its fun.

So anw, im wont be seating for anymore chinese papers in my life ever again.EVER.
Not in Jc, nt anywhere.

Cos today's paper was erm, simple for a higher chinese paper. I was expecting more from MOE since our sch's hcl papers were always hard. Such disappointment. hahaha.

Still, i wouldnt expect myself to get an A1 cos cos cos c6's enough to get me off chinese for life.
I'd be contented with just a B =)

Siddiq Poh with A1 for higher chinese? Impossible.
A1 for chinese was unbelievable enough and ive yet to do my nake mile thing.
damnit.

Sadly though, how i wish i'd find my other papers easy too.

2007-10-30T18:54:00.000+08:00

Fuck.

many of my friends from neighbourhood schools have been saying tht the papers are easy. I'm nt discriminating their schools or anything but they got like, above 15 pts for their prelims yet they're saying its easy. Faisal gt like above 30 pts for prelims and he told me tht the math paper today was easy.

Maths, easy.
Chem, easy.
Geog, easy.
Amath, easy.
English, easy.

wtf.

But i seriously thought tht the papers were hard!

my maths 2 also screwed up today.

Okay, chill.

Whatever the results i get next year, i'll accept it.

I'd rmb to bring along many packets of tissue.
haha

2007-10-29T17:57:00.000+08:00

haiyo. My maths paper 1 screwed up la. Minus 11 alrd. 11 know!
other ppl all minus 5 only!

Somemore, im $40 poorer ytd.

Cos, 2 weeks ago, i lost my ez link card. That's 2o bucks. Then ytd, i lost my bro's ez link card when i borrowed it from him. Thats another 20 bucks. Lucky my mum hlp me top up. If nt, i'd be bankrupt cos my Raya money's left with 10.

I just made a new one like 2 mths ago? I've lost like 8?!
I keep losing my cards. Imagine me losing my passport in hk!

FUCK, NO. I'd be extra extra careful!

I'm leaving for HK with Yanjie, Leo and Brandon Ho =(( on the 22nd till the 26th btw.
confirmed =))

Dont ask me to get anything for u. Cos many alrd did.

No parents, no adults, just us.
plus, we've gt bellboy brandon. Anything, ask him carry.

haaahaaaheeeheeeehoohoo

Tmr's maths 2, wish me luck. Cos i need to get full marks to get my A1.
Means, i wont get my A1.

No more 7 pts laaaaaaa!
bye Rjc, hello Vjc!

just kidding.

hello SP.

2007-10-26T22:37:00.000+08:00

Life's never been better with the major exams. How i wish i can have exams and tests everyday! Its like soo exciting! It has been great, the past week. My days' have never been so relaxed!

Come the week after next, the exams would be over and it'll be the start of my boring life. I'd spend everyday in boredom, playing. I'd rather be in the exam hall, penning down my answers till the very last second- now thts fun!

Its the weekends, which means there's no exams =(((((
How i wish cambridge would just give us papers on weekend. Tht'll be great!

Studying, exams, O levels! YAY! My current life's a spectacle!

I'm sure everyone out there'd would gladly die to exchange their life for mine =)

2007-10-25T17:20:00.001+08:00

Amath's a goner.
Chem's a goner.
Now, Geog's a goner too.

KNN. KNK!

They freaking came out "What is the difference btw renewable and non renewable resources" 8marks!

Wtf do i write for tht.

Somemore, the next qn was also tough. I cant rmb what, all i can rmb is tht i didnt knw how to answer tht fucking qn since i didnt expect tht to come out. THAT, was 12 marks.

All i did was crap my way thru. Hopefully, HOPEFULLY, it'll do me some good.

Fuck. 4 years of secondary education just for this.
And i screwed it up.

how nice =)

2007-10-21T22:30:00.001+08:00

Tmr's the start of O levels!

4 years of secondary school life just for this 2 weeks of exams.

CONFIRM 6 pts!

Who am i kidding.
i'd be thankful if i can repeat the prelim miracle of 7 pts cos i havent been doin much after the prelims. Soccer, Soccer and Soccer.

Aiya, i'll just treat this thing like any other prelims la. Chill.

C'mon 4-10. Lets be the best class in Classs 2007.
We will conquer the o levels TOGETHER, TOGETHER, TOGETHER, TOGETHER!

After O's, the fun begins.

2007-10-15T22:38:00.000+08:00

Today, before heading to RP, Eugene, Jie wei and I went to MAc at causeway to takeaway lunch.

There, i had a tiff with this woman in her fifties.

I supposed many of you have known about the macdonald's new system- there's a queue for ordering and another, the collection point.

So that woman, stupidly queued at the collection point. Then it was her turn at the collection point and she tried giving her orders only to find out that it was the collection point. The manager after explaining to her, asked me if i could let her queue infront of me since im the next to order, behind a guy who's ordering.

I was okay with her queueing infront of me until she went "i dont care, i want to order now!"
Hearing that, i gt pissed and went "Its bloody obvious that this is the queue and that is the collection point."

"Keep your mouth shut, young boy."
"why should i shut up, its my mouth, i can say whatever i want."
"This is none of your business, so just shut up!"
"Its none of my business? You are cutting MY queue so it has become my business!"
"Dont be so rude, speak with so much vulgarities. So low class!"
"You think u so high class, high class also dont even knw how to queue properly!"
"Just shut up!"

Then the manager, came all the way out just to tell me to calm down and apologised. So i did, on the manager's account. She was this malay lady.

Whoa, then after ordering, she complained to the manager about the lousy system, the poor service and alot of other stuffs. I tried to keep myself shut, but i simply couldnt.

"Eh, order alrd still talk so much. Stop being so unreasonable la! So old alrd still talk so much."

She turned and stared. Guess what she said?

"shut up!"

The manager behind the counter, waved frantically at me, as if to tell me " please! dont start another one!"

haha!

So i just kept quiet uh.

The manager presented my order and she apologised to me again. She kept saying sorry to me when its nt her fault. I apologised to the manager too but i just couldnt tahan that woman.

I took my food and went to RP.

I knw i was rude but just cos that woman is old, i've to give in to her? Sorry. Wont happen. If she had just stood infront of me and waited for her turn, i wouldnt even make a sound.

Lucky, eugene went to buy newspaper. If not, we could've done a duet on her.

I know its rude though she's unreasonable but then, im like that. So there's nth anybody can do. =))

2007-10-14T22:35:00.000+08:00

Another week's passed. My football's over. I didnt get to play against Australia, only had about 20 minutes against Malaysia which i think i did alright.

Do i regret spending so much time going to tampines almost everyday for the past 3 weeks for just that mere 20 mins? No. I dont live in regrets.

The only thing i'm upset abt is tht i had to miss my maghrib and terawih prayers during the Gombak, NFA U18 and AUST match. So this year, i went to the mosque for my terawih prayers for only 26 nights and overnight at the mosque for 4 nights. Last year, i went to the mosque for the full 30 days and 9 overnights.

Damnit. Its getting lesser and lesser.

Though they're not obligatory, but i love doing my prayers on Ramadhan.

So ytd was Hari Raya. I wasnt least the excited. Mainly because Hari Raya in Spore is bullshit.

Let me tell you why.

Hari Raya is the day to celebrate your completion of the fasting month, for overcoming your desires and temptation is this blessed month when the holy quran was revealed. Btw, i slept on the mosque during the nights of the last 10 days as its said tht the first verses of the Quran was revealed during one of those nights.

Moving on, many in Singapore get excited over Hari Raya when i doubt they have fully fulfilled their duties of being a muslim. Firstly, they're 5 pillars of Islam.

The first, is the profession of Faith.

Secondly, performing the ritual prayers.

Thirdly, is to pay the alms tax.

Fourthly, is fasting during Ramadhan.

lastly, pilgrimage to Mecca.

Yes, many do fast in Ramadhan. However, i have seeen too many cases where ppl fast but dont pray 5 times a day. ISnt it ironic tht people do the fourth yet they dont do the 2nd most impt one? Its like wanting to get married but not wanting to go to ROM. Worse, many dont fast and pray yet they happily celebrate hari raya.

Also, another reason why i think this whole Hari Raya thing in Singapore is crap is because of the way they celebrate it. People change their curtains, change bedsheets and all. They're supposed to be excited about the arrival of Ramadhan and not Hari Raya!

Muslims in those muslim countries dont celebrate Hari Raya like the Singaporeans do. They just go to the mosque for the Eid prayers in the morning then after which they all head home. They dont have like, visiting of relatives and all. That was what i intended to do. Pray then stay home but my mum changed her mind and insisted i go. damnit.

I seriously dont understand whats the excitement about.
I was more excited about the sunday's game than the hari raya on sat.
haha!

Tmr, Malaysians would go against Australia for the AFC youth championship.
Having seen how australia played, and having played against Malaysia, its obvious that the Aussis would win.

They're bigger, stronger and look much better.
What do u expect? The malaysians are skinheads.
haha!

Still, the ball is round. Anything can happen.

2007-10-07T21:35:00.000+08:00

KNK

These few days, ive been left largely disappointed by my performances on the pitch both In trgs and in games. I dont think i deserve my 1st 11 spot in both the friendly matches or even being in this combined centre of excellence team.

Take both the friendly matches ive played for example. Last week against Gombak U-18 and yesterday, National U-18. I started in the heart of midfield and fared terribly. Even I, myself find the way i played disgusting. Its THAT disastrous.

I doubt i'd still be in the first 11 in the match against Australia this thursday. Suddenly, im scared. Afraid that i'll screw another game. My confidence level have never been this low.
Damnit.

I'll pull myself up. I cant screw this up.

So anw, this week's been yet another tiring week. School, Tests, Trainings, Prayers.
Plus, i slept at the mosque on thursday and saturday night.

Last night, After my match at Sports sch, Peo, Arif, Paktam and I slept at the mosque. Before gg to the mosque, we went over to Macdonald's to get some food then boarded 856. After boarding the bus, i realised my N73 wasnt with me.

Frantic, i immediately pressed the stop button. We rushed down the bus and the 3 of them immediately ran to find my hp. Peo almost gt killed while dashing across the road with all that traffic. Now u knw why he's one of my best buddy.
Arif and Paktam ran to bus stop while Peo ran to Mac. I walked cos my legs were too tired. I didnt expect the 3 of them to sprint.

Arif and Paktam had no luck finding my hp at the bus stop. I thought i had lost my N73 when Peo came out of Mac with my Hp. I realised i had left it on the table while waiting for my food.

I wouldve cried if i lose my n73. I just lost my Nike slippers on thursday night. The mexican coloured one which cost abt $45. I didnt lose it. It got stolen at the mosque.

So i had to walk bare footed home. On my way home, i went to the padang. Everyone there laughed when i told them the story. They said i was stupid cos i couldve stolen another person's slipper instead of walking home barefooted. That, has never crossed mind. I'd rather walk bare foot then steal.

Its ironic that my slippers gt stolen in the mosque though. The mosque is a place where ppl go to ask God for forgiveness and in hope to cleanse their sins. That dude goes to the mosque and after praying, he steals.

I'd never steal. Its just wrong.

This week's gna be another tiring week.

Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday ---- Training at Tampines
Thursday -------- Vs Australia
Friday ----------- Training
Sat ------------ Hari Raya (BORING)
Sunday ---------- Vs Malaysia.

Studying for the O's can wait till next week.

I'm so gna screw my o levels.

2007-09-29T23:18:00.000+08:00

This week's been exhausting. Next week wont be any better.

Tuesday
School, home then to tampines for trg. Played like shit. After trg, went to the mosque in tampines to do my maghrib prayers then took 969 back to yishun. Dropped at yishun mrt, then walked to the yishun mosque which was quite a distance away for my ishak and terawih prayers. Reached home at abt 10. Finished up Project 4-10. Slept at 12+.

Wednesday

Had chem and physics mcq mock tests after school. Went to the bishan mosque to do my Zohor prayers. Then met up with Faisal at bishan mrt platform. Went trg. Played centre back. Played like shit, again. After trg, broke fast on the field. Bathed. Went to the tampines mosque for maghrib prayers. Then again back to yishun for Ishak and Terawih prayers. Home.

Thursday.
Skipped school. Stayed home whole day except to mosque at night.

Friday
Left during recess for home. Went to friday prayers. Went to Zul's house for ps2 session. Went trg. Played defensive mid. PLAYED BETTER. After trg, same thing. Went tampines mosque then to yishun mosque.

This week, there's 4 more of such trg days.
Tmr night, there's match at jalan besar stadium. Gotta report there at 615, game starts at 730.
Means, ive to skipped terawih prayers. Damnit. I guess i'll do it at home when i get back. I've to complete the full 30 days terawih. I want to.

I'm trying to balance my studies, religion and soccer. But looking at it, im gna be worn out by the time o levels comes.

Off to bed.
Gdnite people.

2007-09-26T22:49:00.000+08:00

Today, for the first time in my schooling life, i made my teacher cry. Should i feel remorse for making Mrs Yap cry?

No, im happy tht she did =))

2007-09-24T17:39:00.000+08:00

So we've got back all our results for the prelims. These are my moderated marks.

Eng: 70 (A2)
Chinese: 85 (A1)
Higher CL: 64 (b4)
Maths: 75 (A1)
Amaths:73 (A2)
Chemistry: 79 (A1)
Physics: 63 (B4)
Pure Hist: 80 (A1)
Combined Humans: 88 (A1)

7pts.
I find this too good to be true and i'd rather they not moderate any marks. Cos after moderation, many gained. I knw i did too sinc my english was initally a B3. If they didnt moderate any marks, i'd stil get an 8 pt.

They added 6 marks for elect geog. 6 marks! Now many people got their A for combined humanities. Imagine those people who studied real hard for their papers and were one of the few who got their A1 initally. Then after moderation, many many others got up and join them. Then their L1R5 would more or less be the same also.

So its unfair to those who studied and worked really really hard. If there werent any adding or marks, Hong Yao and I and i would be the only ones with A1s in geog combined class. The 2 guys whom often skip classes to stay at home. hahaha.

Anw, this week's gna be busy.
Tmr, Wednesday and Friday trg at tampines std open field at 530pm. Means on wedneday and friday i'd have to go to tampines from school since ive gt classes. Then there's a match on Saturday night at 8pm. Plus, ive to rush to the mosque after trgs for my terawih prayers. I cant possible neglect my religion for soccer. Not forgetting the fact that i'd be deprived from food and water, this week, next week and the week after would be a real test for me.

Hopefully, i'll get into the team. Cos if i dont and my o levels results get affected cos of this, then ive nowhere to go but to stay at home and play my PSP SLIM.

hahaha.

2007-09-22T14:55:00.000+08:00

I spent all like 2 hrs plus going to and back from lavander just for 15 mins of meeting. wow.

Now my mum's trying to reason with my dad to let me go fr the trgs to fight for my place in the squad for the match against Australia national u15 on the 11th of Oct.

I've yet to tell them about the Challenge cup. It starts on the 25th of Oct.
Yes, i knw. Thats 3 days into the start of my O levels first paper. Balestier's grouped with Geylang utd, Home utd and Sengkang Marine. That, ive yet to decide if i should play.

But for the next 3 weeks, i guess i'd be travelling to Tampines stadium very often.

Today's the 22nd, which means its exactly one mth to my first paper, amath.
Then, it'd be byebye catholic high, hello _________ JC!

2007-09-22T00:40:00.000+08:00

Marko msged me saying tht ive to be at Jalan Besar Stadium tmr at 1 cos ive been selected for some stuffs. I'm nt really clear what's it about though. When i asked if i needed to bring boots or any kits, he replied "JUST COME."

I'm often left thinking t abwhat marko's trying to say with his text msgs and his replies are like, really really short. If you tell him smth, he'd just reply "k". He does tht to everybody, nt only me. The longest reply he gave was when faisal and i msged him to wish him a happy coaches' day.

I'd be seeing many of my mates again tmr. It's been about 2 mths since i last saw marko and them. I miss marko's sarcasm and his accent. hahhahaha.

Anw, tonight's thing with eugene has been postponed till tmr night since he's tired.

And and, yanjie told me abt my geog marks just now.
heeeheee.

Off to sleep.
gnite =))

2007-09-20T16:38:00.000+08:00

Gotten back most my prelims results. Shall post abt it after ive gotten back my elect geog and pure hist papers and after everyth's finalised. I'm confident tht both of my humanities would be an A1. I supposed im happy with my results since i only expected 10 pts. heeeheee.

Okay, so the blogskin's finally done. NICE HUH? Skipped higher chinese script checking for Junyang's house. He did a new blogskin. Really really nice, even has gt Mrs yap's handwriting. haha.

Marko msged to inform me abt next mth's Challenge Cup and that trg resumes next week. I replied saying i cant attend trg nor play since my papers only ends on the 12th of November. He told me to come for the matches only.

Why cant FAS postpone the tournament until after the O's knowing tht its a youth tournament? Since they've been emphasising on our youth development, they shouldnt have overlooked this matter. Yes, i knw not many club players arent taking o levels since they're in the other streams but they'd also have to sit for the N levels.

About going for the matches, ive yet to tell my parents abt it. ? They'd definitely object abt it since it'd be in the midst of my exams but i think i'll still go for the matches.

I cant like buey/ps Marko cos i knw tht many other players wouldnt come. I've to be committed nt only to my studies but also soccer cos i dont want my soccer to end up like how my track & field did.

I've no qualms abt asking my mum for her permission, the problem is my dad. Nowadays, he nags more than my mum abt my studies. My mum's chilled and relaxed.

okok, thanks again Junyang =)

byee.

2007-09-18T17:12:00.000+08:00

If what Mr Krishnan, Mrs Pang, Mr Thomas said were true, i might just get me PSP2 afterall.

I just made it for 10 pts.

But what if it werent true? then i paiseh sial!

Still, i knw 10 pts aint good. I gt a freaking B3 for english when many of my mates gt A. I found it surprising yet nt surprising. Cos prior to the exams, i only did abt 3 or 4 of the many comprehension practices Mrs yap gave us and only like, 2 out of the i think 8-10 essay practices and tht 2 being situational writing.

So this prelims, i lost to ppl whom had worse eng grades than me in sec 3 and the previous prelims. This goes to show how much effort they've put in and how much ive slack. Congrats to them tht their hardwork is paying off. =))

I've be sleeping during most of 7 am sessions instead of doing her assignments.

Those days are over.

I'm gna be more hardworking in my english and stop thinking tht im so damn good, when im not.

I'm going for my A1 and i believe i've the ability to do so.

If tht happens and i pull my emaths up to 1, i gt a good chance of going there. I really really wna play soccer in tht school.

I told my mum tht the PSP2 can wait after the O levels. If nt, i'd sure be distracted.

Also also, ive gt 16 cca pts, B3. HAHA.

I thought Mr goh wouldnt give me any points after what ive done to them, i thought wrong. Looking back, i was such an ass during the meetings with them.

Susu said tht he say i could still appeal for an A but after thinking what i told mr koh, i'd rather not. I told him "You can take my cca points all away, i dont care alrd" then.

So if i go back and beg for pts, it'd be embarassing for me. I've too much pride in me to beg. So lets just leave it at B3.

And this new blogskin is frm junyang ( its pretty obvious, isnt it? ) hahaha.

Its nt really finishes cos my picts are nt up yet.

Still, THANK YOU JUNYANG.

Tmr's script checking. As much as i wna start working hard, it'd be nice to take tmr off.

hahahaha.

here's a pict tht i found in my desktop. It was taken at one of the indoor themepark in Korea abt 3 years back.

byeee =)